So I call home not too long ago, asking if I can come back for the day, you know to see my family, pick up some stuff i missed, get some more water because we are out. that should be fine right?
Instead i get more or less yelled at by three people all saying that i should stay at school to get used to it. ok i can respect that, but is it bad that i want to see my family?
I am only like 30 minutes away from my house, i could even take the train into newton if i wanted, and i can do this almost any day. they want me to get used to college, and to meet friends... but i've been doing this the entire week, and i have friends, and we have hung out, and my roomies are fine, so i don't see how much more used to this i can get, opposed from not being the slight amount of homesick i am now.
And also it is a long weekend, so it is a prime time to come home because i have that much more time to do homework. also, since it is the first weekend after classes started, my homework load is relatively smaller than it normally would.
I think i am being awfully smart in chosing this day. there is also nothing to do here, its the welcome back weekend for upper classmen, so most activities are for them.
so to recap why i want to go home: I'm bored It's the perfect time I can come home often when i want, so i don't really see the issue here... I have friends I am more or less used to it I want to see my family
The transition is already hard enough, without my family not wanting me to come back.
so fall orientation ended yesterday, and i start classes tomorrow. I like my classes, my earliest one is at 10:30 AM, and on Thursdays and Tuesdays i only have one class each.
My room is really nice, its a big room, called a quad, and it has its own bathroom. which is nice. the carpet smells kind of funky, but w/e.
i originally had three roommates but one of decided to be a commuter, so i have 2 now. Corey is pretty chill, and Casey is alright.
the only thing that bothers me about Casey is that he constantly has people dropping by to drink some beer, or to smoke weed. so i haven't been able to go to sleep before 1:00. this morning he had people over at 3:00 AM just talking ad laughing pretty loudly, so i couldn't get back to sleep until like 4:30 AM. i don't know what to do. if i talk to him about it he might get a little angry with me, and it is a little early in the game to be getting my roommates angry at me. but on the other hand i can' really tolerate much more of this. Its annoying when he stumbles into your bed at 2:00 AM in the morning, drunk, waking you up.
And i really miss everyone. i miss dnd, and south stage, and all of you. i can;t wait until thanksgiving when i can hopefully see some of you. i really need some friends because i don't really have any.
So far I am not liking the college scene, i just hope it gets better.
Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo, Aureli pathice et cinaede Furi, qui me ex versiculis meis putastis, quod sunt molliculi, parum pudicum. Nam castum esse decet pium poetam ipsum, versiculos nihil necesse est; qui tum denique habent salem ac leporem, si sunt molliculi ac parum pudici et quod pruriat incitare possunt, non dico pueris, sed his pilosis qui duros nequeunt movere lumbos. Vos, quod milia multa basiorum legistis, male me marem putatis? Pedicabo ego vos et irrumabo.